When you won't speak to me.

How long have I swallowed this sour agony, rhythmic wantings of my heart.
Confusion slipping, silently sliding down a path that can't be foreseen.
Smiles forced from these wounds, wounds on top of scars…
Silent pain bleeds the most, pours upon ashes, dehydrated soul, it wonders.

Truth

The best things to gain,
Will always come with pain.

Pain can produce fear, doubts and walls. But pain can also produce compassion, wisdom and growth. Change your perspective, and you will change your direction.

What's left.

 Less I am, it's only me.
Less I am, much less than she.

 Less I have than the world devout,
Less I have, I'll do without.

 Less I'll be, it's still just me
The less I reveal, the more you see.

Never be so strong that you cannot feel, try so hard that you cannot see, or pretend so well that you cannot hear your own heart. -Watched 'Mansfield Park

The greatest thing you can ever learn, is just to Love and be Loved in return.

Enraptured in the twirling nets,
the chains immortal to repay her debts.
Thirst unquenched, "Entertain us" they cried,
Through a thin smile, "Solitude" replied.

Flesh for sale, as though not her own,
Pictured in the frame of woe.
No gift of Love, No rose Divine,
A temptress  kiss will be her remise