God help me in the peace, that I might not be too content and stop serving you.
God help me in the sorrow, when fears overwhelm and threaten my loyalty to you.
God help me in my doubt, when I wonder why I am this way.
Fear of my own personality has gripped me. I have to open up, yet I can't. I always open up, yet I shouldn't. I'm angered by my fear and afraid of my anger. I've always been proud of being in control, but how can I control my pride?
How can I control this? I can't. I love God with all my heart or at least i'm trying my best. I'm so filled with self doubt right now. I need to rest in God's love again.
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