Indeed.

"A man who is not after God's heart, should not be after mine."

I've always liked this and i've held on to it. But something came to my attention today:

Am I still striving for God's approval?

I thought I was after God's heart... do people, particularly men, see me and wonder wether I follow Christ or not? This thought hit me today, struck a cord of fear.

I struggle. 

To put it bluntly.